Kommentit: Englannin kielinen novelli, jonka kirjoitin silloiselle ystävälleni, Williamille, hänen pyynnöstään. Hänellä ei ollut mitään sitä vastaan, että semetän häntä.

A Dream

Can you hear the wind outside? It’s whispering forbidden words for you. Forbidden thoughts. Then why are you still here?

I didn’t warn you. Actually I even wanted you to stay close to me. Your warm breath on my bare chest. It was winter and the cold air was all around us. I was shivering and you wanted to stay a bit longer, until the snow stops coming down.

I laid down on my bed. Your beautiful blue eyes watched me curiously and I couldn’t help but smile at you. ”Come here Will. It’s warmer if we lay close to each other”, I said still smiling. You sat on the bed and I turned you over. And you found yourself in my arms, laying on my bed.

Some time passed and it became warmer laying next to you. You hadn’t said anything for a long time and I was becoming worried.
”Are you asleep? Hun?” I leaded forward and bit your ear and you opened your eyes.
”Morning beauty. You were asleep, weren’t you?” I whispered to your ear and started licking your neck.
”What-? Couldn’t find another way to wake me up, huh?” you said yawning and whispered ”Pervert..” into my pillow.

I held you tighter passing my other hand under your shirt.
”What are you doing?”
”Hug me.” I said.
”What?”
”You heard me. Even you always say you’re not good at hugging people I want you to hug me. please?” You looked me with suspicion but turned around till your eyes stared straight into mine. You passed your hands carefully around me. It didn’t last long, you soon pulled your hands away. You stared into my eyes and I felt like drowning. Carefully I touched your face and said ”Smile.”

What happened to my William who was always talking?

”Are you sleepy or something? Why don’t you say anything?”
”I’m sorry, I was just thinking..” You said distantly.
”Thinking about what?”
”About what we are doing here..”
”Smile at me, Will. Please.” I begged. You sighed and put a beautiful smile of yours upon your face. I smiled back to you and fastly kissed you. There wasn’t fear in your eyes.

I leaned over you and kissed you on your mouth again. Longer this time passing my hands under your shirt. You wrapped your arms around me and for a moment it was scalding hot. I touched your hips and removed my hands into your pants. You shook a little bit but didn’t say anything. I licked you all over while you just stared into darkness.

You knew I loved you.

Time passsed slowly and you sighed quietly into my ears. Our clothes lay on the floor and all over my bed. You lay in my arms on the bed, sweating and sighing. The look upon your face was impossible to read. But you were mine and that was all that mattered. The whole room was leanting over us. Or then it was just me being exhausted..

If I open my eyes will I see you?

And I opened them. And I saw you. Smiling.
”Morning handsome” you said smirking. ”You fell asleep.”
”Is it morning already?” I asked doubtfully. I was lying on your bare chest.
”Nah.”
”Why are you still up? Didn’t you sleep at all?”
”Like I could sleep when you go and fall asleep over me. You’re heavy you knew that?” You kissed carefully my forehead. ”Go back to sleep.” You put your arms around me still smiling. And I dreamed.

It was dark and I couldn’t see clearly but somehow I knew it had stopped snowing.