Burden
Choking (on the leftovers of pride)
The Means
The Triumph I Desire
Scars
Self-created hell

Burden


The weight of life on the shoulders, Crawling ahead in exhausting debris.
Can't feel the burning flames, Only the coldness which numbs everything.
Once a blue-eyed kid with armful of hopes and dreams.
Now life-shattered wreck with no will to live.

Are we already dead?
Have we been thrown into hell?
What were the sins we committed,
Of which we pay the hardest price.

Desperate effort to survive, Already condemned to fail.
There is nothing to build on, Just the ashes of what could have been.
The weight, too heavy for one soul to bear.
Once life is suffered, death is no longer a fear.

Desperate efforts call for desperate means.
Vicious circle about to begin.
Already low and still sinking lower.
There is no hope at the end of the rope.
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Choking (on the leftovers of pride)


From day to day, living life in pieces, under uncertainty.
Knocking on every door, begging for something more.
Swallowing pride time and time again, turned away once more.
Driven in to a corner, pushed to the ground, a worthless reject.

The one, the unlucky one, who never fits in.
The one of the unwanted ones, who never seem to win.

These days are lost!

The one, the unlucky one, who never fits in.
The one of the unwanted ones, who never seem to win.

The one, the unlucky one, who never fits in.
The one of the unwanted ones, dawn of the damned will come.

These days are lost!

Can't see what it's like to be down here, nowhere.
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The Means


Do you know what you're fighting?
Ever faced the truth?
Do your acts meet your priorities?
Have you got any conscience?

I know guilt persecutes you mind
and I know you're uneasy.
Afflicted with truth buried in lies.
Just a fuckin' means in their deceit.

Don't you know you're the ones who gotta go.
I've cast my enemies and the list includes your names.

You're to blame!

Why do you need someone to set your goals?
Kick it for yourself. Forget the ones who profit the best.
Losing the course, losing yourself, you're losing everything that's left.
Become a victim, a sacrifice in their acts of greed.

You've got nothing to say, so what are you preaching?
You got no blood inside, so why are you bleeding?
Some day you will realize you've faked it all the way.
Some day you will see you couldn't feel more ashamed.
I hope you die a painful death in the end.
With no one by your side, no one as a friend.

Don't you know you're the ones who gotta go.
I've cast my enemies and the list includes your names.

You're to blame!
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The Triumph I Desire


Drowned in the sea of the vicious, a fucking pawn in their game.
I'm striving for the surface, all in fuckin' vain.
Attached by the hatred and anger I can't release myself.
I'll lay my vengeance on your life with my every cell.

To see you suffer - I would die
No one will ever - hear you cry
Your time is over - I won't lie
Revenge's the triumph - I desire

Searching for the path to salvation...

Don't fuckin' push me further 'cause I'm close to the edge.
You're gambling with your life and I have placed my bets.

Searching for the path to salvation with self-esteem dispersed.
No end in sight, no sign of the light.
My life will remain cursed.
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Scars


The fucking pain you gave to me and the hope you took away.
Striving through these hard times on my own, left alone.

I accept your decision, I submit to my destiny.
Never trust anyone, the lesson I've learned.

Suddenly I lost my will to live. Now it's all coming down on me.
My life has become a sinking ship, but I will struggle to get by!

I see the years and days passing by, scars of my battles
that I've fought. Lot of shit I've been trough, mould me into
what I am today.

I feel nothing in my heart. No trust or love left.
I don't need any helping hands, when I get up I do it by myself.
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Self-created hell


Day after day you're living in hell built by yourself.
Time after time you spread poison into your veins.
I'm waiting for the day when all this is over.
I'm waiting for the day when you are lying in your grave.


I feel no mercy for your weak mind.
I'm waiting for the day when I can spit on your grave.

You were born to die. It's just a matter of time when your life passes by.
You don't give a shit about your own life.
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